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Monday, October 18, 2010

Flawed to say the least

I am taking a political science class for my general education and the professor is amazing and has opened my eyes to a lot of things going on in this country. For one of the projects I am researching the federal budget. I knew that there was a substantial amount of money being used for Security but I had no idea how much. I am amazed to see the about two-thirds of the budget is allocated for our country's security and only one-third is split between everything else, including education and health care which are a huge deal to me personally. The proposed budget will put more money toward security next year, and less toward where we need it. By the way, a substantial amount of that money includes what we pay to other countries to help them. WOW, we seriously give more money to other countries than we spend on our own. WTF!!

On a brighter note..or should I say a HIGHER note,  I registered the other day so that I can participate in the upcoming election. I have never really cared to vote before, but this one is big. My husband and I plan to vote YES on Prop 19 in California. Marijuana should be legal! I don't like the government taxing it, but I would rather it be taxed  than illegal and at least that is a step forward. I am so sick of feeling like I am committing a crime for smoking something that inhibits me less that alcohol! Unfortunately, from what I have heard, the federal government is not going to stand for the legalization and will fight back, arresting citizens in California, even if by California state law it is as legal as alcohol. When will they admit they are wrong about marijuana? Enough is enough!

It's you that makes me sweat

At night, I can think of nothing better than crawling into bed with my husband and cuddling until I fall asleep. The warmth and softness of his body soothes me. Waking up with him is a whole different story. He's always sticky with sweat and seems to be radiating a large amount of heat that makes me want to run screaming from the room. In a place where it's 60 degrees every day, I wake up to an 80 degree bedroom every morning.
I told him that if he were a superhero we would have to name him Super-heat Man.

Monday, October 11, 2010

J'aime le souvenir de ces époques nues

J'aime le souvenir de ces époques nues
J'aime le souvenir de ces époques nues,
Dont Phoebus se plaisait à dorer les statues.
Alors l'homme et la femme en leur agilité
Jouissaient sans mensonge et sans anxiété,
Et, le ciel amoureux leur caressant l'échine,
Exerçaient la santé de leur noble machine.
Cybèle alors, fertile en produits généreux,
Ne trouvait point ses fils un poids trop onéreux,
Mais, louve au coeur gonflé de tendresses communes
Abreuvait l'univers à ses tétines brunes.
L'homme, élégant, robuste et fort, avait le droit
D'être fier des beautés qui le nommaient leur roi;
Fruits purs de tout outrage et vierges de gerçures,
Dont la chair lisse et ferme appelait les morsures!

Le Poète aujourd'hui, quand il veut concevoir
Ces natives grandeurs, aux lieux où se font voir
La nudité de l'homme et celle de la femme,
Sent un froid ténébreux envelopper son âme
Devant ce noir tableau plein d'épouvantement.
Ô monstruosités pleurant leur vêtement!
Ô ridicules troncs! torses dignes des masques!
Ô pauvres corps tordus, maigres, ventrus ou flasques,
Que le dieu de l'Utile, implacable et serein,
Enfants, emmaillota dans ses langes d'airain!
Et vous, femmes, hélas! pâles comme des cierges,
Que ronge et que nourrit la débauche, et vous, vierges,
Du vice maternel traînant l'hérédité
Et toutes les hideurs de la fécondité!

Nous avons, il est vrai, nations corrompues,
Aux peuples anciens des beautés inconnues:
Des visages rongés par les chancres du coeur,
Et comme qui dirait des beautés de langueur;
Mais ces inventions de nos muses tardives
N'empêcheront jamais les races maladives
De rendre à la jeunesse un hommage profond,
— À la sainte jeunesse, à l'air simple, au doux front,
À l'oeil limpide et clair ainsi qu'une eau courante,
Et qui va répandant sur tout, insouciante
Comme l'azur du ciel, les oiseaux et les fleurs,
Ses parfums, ses chansons et ses douces chaleurs!

Charles Baudelaire

I Love the Thought of Those Old Naked Days
I love the thought of those old naked days
When Phoebus gilded torsos with his rays,
When men and women sported, strong and fleet,
Without anxiety or base deceit,
And heaven caressed them, amorously keen
To prove the health of each superb machine.
Cybele then was lavish of her guerdon
And did not find her sons too gross a burden:
But, like a she-wolf, in her love great-hearted,
Her full brown teats to all the world imparted.
Bold, handsome, strong, Man, rightly, might evince
Pride in the glories that proclaimed him prince —
Fruits pure of outrage, by the blight unsmitten,
With firm, smooth flesh that cried out to be bitten.

Today the Poet, when he would assess
Those native splendours in the nakedness
Of man or woman, feels a sombre chill
Enveloping his spirit and his will.
He meets a gloomy picture, which be loathes,
Wherein deformity cries out for clothes.
Oh comic runts! Oh horror of burlesque!
Lank, flabby, skewed, pot-bellied, and grotesque!
Whom their smug god, Utility (poor brats!)
Has swaddled in his brazen clouts "ersatz"
As with cheap tinsel. Women tallow-pale,
Both gnawed and nourished by debauch, who trail
The heavy burden of maternal vice,
Or of fecundity the hideous price.

We have (corrupted nations) it is true
Beauties the ancient people never knew —
Sad faces gnawed by cancers of the heart
And charms which morbid lassitudes impart.
But these inventions of our tardy muse
Can't force our ailing peoples to refuse
Just tribute to the holiness of youth
With its straightforward mien, its forehead couth,
The limpid gaze, like running water bright,
Diffusing, careless, through all things, like the light
Of azure skies, the birds, the winds, the flowers,
The songs, and perfumes, and heart-warming powers.

— Roy Campbell, Poems of Baudelaire (New York: Pantheon Books, 1952)